Accounting reference books

I still have not returned to teacher accounting reference books…she borrowed me two reference books from May until now…I should go to her house to return the two books personally to her…thanks to her teaching my accounting…:)…thanks for her dedication and advise…:)…I like this teacher very much…:)

University life 2007

I am still waiting for my university life 2007…I really hope that I will get outstanding results for my foundation year and get into those courses that I selected…I am looking forward for the university life because I do not need to listen to my parent’s nagging, blaming and scolding…:)…this is what I am looking forward…I must pray to the god to get excellent results…I should blog next time when I am free…tata!!...i need to go and have an afternoon nap…:)

Soft toys

I have a lot of soft toys at home…some are given by someone else and some are just bought from the McDonald happy meal…there are always soft toys inside the happy meal…when I was young, I loved to ask my dad to buy happy meal for me as there were soft toys together with the happy meal…I still keep all the soft toys in my room…:)…I hope will keep it forever…:)

Malay oral test & awards ceremony (actual)

Tomorrow is my malay oral test and awards ceremony…I still haven’t prepared for my malay oral test…after I have done my blogging, I should go and read my malay essay so that I can improve my malay speaking tomorrow…after my malay class on 11.45pm, I still have awards ceremony…I wonder whether I should go home and take my lunch and go to school or shall I stay outside and wait until 1.15pm…I am looking forward to wear my dark blue collar shirt, white skirt, necklace and pink high-heel shoes tomorrow for the awards ceremony…I should make myself to look smart...:)…

Coughing

My cough still has not recovered yet since I had my exam on October 31…my cough had dragged about 4 weeks…haiz…now still cannot eat spicy, fried food…just now I ate 3 chocolates…I should drink a lot of water after I have done my blogging in blogspot…:)…so that I do not get sick tomorrow…

Blogspot

Nowadays crazy to blog in blogspot…I cannot belive myself that I can think so many blogs and publish in blogspot…:)…I should continue to do so if I have the free time to come to blog in blogspot…I will not blog in friendster as my friends’ email inbox will be floated by my updating blogs…:)

Blogspot

Nowadays crazy to blog in blogspot…I cannot belive myself that I can think so many blogs and publish in blogspot…:)…I should continue to do so if I have the free time to come to blog in blogspot…I will not blog in friendster as my friends’ email inbox will be floated by my updating blogs…:)

Blogspot

Nowadays crazy to blog in blogspot…I cannot belive myself that I can think so many blogs and publish in blogspot…:)…I should continue to do so if I have the free time to come to blog in blogspot…I will not blog in friendster as my friends’ email inbox will be floated by my updating blogs…:)

Exercise

I should start my exercise from now onwards…everyday when I woke up, my body starts to pain…:(…I think is because I lack of exercising…I should do some exercising to keep my body healthy and chased away all the pains...:)…

天外飞仙

It is a Taiwan drama acted by hu ge, lin yi chen, tae and so on…it is a nice show…it started yesterday…just because I had finished all my stuffs and now I am still watching the drama…I like the drama very much…I have the song album…:)

达文西密码 (Chinese version)

My grandfather bought newspaper from outside…the content of the newspapers have Chinese version da vinci code…I cut it out so that I do not need to spend the money to buy a Chinese version da vinci code story book to read…I do not know when it ended…now is until 250 episode....:)..but due to my laziness, I did not have the time to cut it out…:)….i have an English version da vinci code story book…:)

Story books

I should start to read my story books after my undang test…but I lazy to go and read it…I must change my bad habits and pick up the good habit-reading…:)…so that I will improve my English standard…:)

Clothing

My mother brought me to a lady’s house to buy clothing for my awards ceremony...at first we could not find where was the place but in the end the house was just beside…I chose two collar shirt…one was dark blue color and the other one was white in color…I also chose a dark blue skirt for my prom night on December…my mum argued for the price…at first she wanted 74 dollars for 3 clothes…but my mum said could not and wanted 70 dollars....after that, she said really could not 70 dollars and in the end we paid 72 dollars…my mum refused to pay 72 dollars and wanted 70 dollars…my mum scolded me because I told her that 72 dollars then 72 dollars…she scolded me badly and the scolding continued the whole day…

Happy

I was very happy that I had passed my undang test…I got 90 per cent for my undang test…undang test is just a test for driving theory test…:)…there are 50 questions for the candidates to attempt…there need at least 84 per cent to pass the test in order to proceed for the driving lesson and practical…I was so unlucky after my registration…my leg accidentally dragged on the printer’s wires and the entire printer just fell down…I was so shocked…after the female person-in-charge came out from the test room, I just stood there and did not helped to bring up the printer…after being reminded by her, she asked me whether did anyone got hit and asked me whether I got hurt or not…I told her that nobody got hurt…after that, we lifted up the printer…I saw the parts of the printer had fallen out…I did not sure whether the printer got spoilt or not….after the incident, I waited for driver to come to the centre to come and fetch me to the berjaya centre…:)…when 12pm, the van arrived and about 8 of us took the van home…I was the six one that reached my home…only left 2 people in the van…J…my head was so dizzy because the van drove too fast and it kept on shaking…:(

Short and sweet

I will try to make all my blogs short and sweet…my friends told me that my blogs were too wordy and long…I feel that my blog is just long-winded and long…:)…I just want to share things that happen around me and I just want to explain to you all clearly…:)…I hope that you all do not mind my blog to be long, wordy and long-winded…:)

Old chang kee

I like to eat curry puff from old chang kee…those curry puffs are just nice, crispy and spicy…my dad bought four curry puffs for me and my mother to eat…those curry puffs are under big sale…buy one free one…that was why my dad bought two and free two…:)…I love their food very much…I hope one day I have a chance to go to Singapore and buy those food from old chang kee…:)

God-brothers

I have two god-brothers…one is from my college (he is also my neighbor, mother’s student and friend too) and the other one is my brother’s friend…after chatting in internet, I requested for his phone number and he became my god-brother…they are so nice…I always like to tell my things especially unhappiness things to my brother’s friend (my god-brother)…he will definitely solve my problems for me and I will solve his too…I like them very much as they are my god-brothers…just for brotherly love…:)

Scolding

Why I get scolding every time, everyday and every hours…I hate this kind of scolding…I do not like to get scolding by my parents…I want to make everything perfect and prove it to them…this is just simple thing that I want to do…say it out easier but when do it personally very hard…:)…I will definitely try my best to do everything perfect…:)…this is my aim and goal…:)

灵异侦缉挡案

The first time when I watched this show, I was very frightened because of the ghost inside…actually those ghosts are acted by people…they just put their frightened faces and did some make up on their faces…after a few episodes, I liked this show…this show was every Monday to Wednesday…but now it ended…every time after the show had finished, I just could not go to sleep alone as I was afraid…I just wanted to wait for my neighbor to come back from work and switch on the lights so that my room had some lights…it will make me felt brave to go and brushed my teeth and go to sleep…:)…I was just frightened of it and did not know why…:(

Test

My mother is having her test on December…she is busy with her housework like cooking and learning for qi gong…she always says that she has no time to study for her malay test…I think she needs to find time to study for her malay test in order for her to pass her test and get a high salary…

Meaningless

Is it life so meaningless…I feel that life is so meaningless after get scolded by my parents…but that doesn’t matter…I will sure find something that is interesting and nice to do and make my life to become wonderful…:)

Important day

Yesterday was an important day for me…because yesterday I had a test… luckily I passed the test in flying colors…I was very happy and delighted…:) …thanks to my parents keep on asking me study for this test…:)

secret

I just told a secret to two of my secondary school friends and one of my god-brother (my brother’s friend) about my secret…last Sunday I was very sad and because of this thing…made me felt so sad and cried for the whole day until my eyes were swollen…I hope that they do not tell others about my secret…cause they had already promised me not to tell anyone…

thanks- token

wy quin gave each and everyone of us a token including lecturers…she gave us a card and a lollipop.. there is sentence in the card…the sentence is “to climb steep hills requires slow pace at first.” By William Shakespeare…there are stickers at the front and inside the card…thanks for wy quin spending a lot of time doing the card…she did about 40 something cards and lollipop for us…:)

confidence

do I have the confidence to do everything…I should say yes…after being scolding and blaming from my parents, I loose my confidence slowly…they always tell me that my studies not good and shall admit that my studies and brain not good…this makes me feel frustrated and always argue with them…I try to avoid being argue back to them and just keep quiet…that’s the good thing to keep quiet after I get scolding and blaming…in Chinese idiom, there has words that say keep quiet is gold…沉默是金…

Dual identity

some of my friends that I had met behave differently when they are in schools, outside and especially in internet…they are usually very shy and do not like to talk in the class but when in internet they can talk differently to you…very weird…I had met this kind of people before…every time I will avoid those unknown people being added in my msn messenger…so that I can avoid being chatting with them…

Night market

my mum and my grandfather will need to go to the night market to buy some food, vegetables and biscuits every Tuesday…I did went to night market during my primary and secondary school times…I still remembered when I was in primary, my parents brought me to the night market every Tuesday…but when I was in secondary, I remembered I only went to the night market once…that time I used to come back late and had not have the chance to go to the night market to buy things…during tertiary times, I never went for night market as I had been busy for my studies and let my mum to do all the buying…:)

Housework

There is not much things for me to do during holidays and I will just help my parents to do the housework…my parents will not let me to do housework during schooling times as they want me to concentrate on my studies…I will help my parents to vacuum the floor, wipe those dirty stuffs and so on…doing housework can let me exercise…:P…

Year 2006

There are a lot of happiness and unhappiness things happen on this year 2006…last time during may (don’t know when was the correct month), I did came for blogging but I deleted all the entries and postings away as I did not want to remember all those unhappiness things…but this time round it is different, I just wanted to share with you all those happiness and unhappiness things…every time when I am unhappy, I will just poured out all those unhappy things on my blog...i will not deleted my blog entries and postings away even though threaten, ask or request by friends…I just want to write regardless of anything, any words or anybody…:)

Japanese Anime Show

I had missed japanese anime show - nahona and wings for last Sunday…the first reason was that day I was very unhappy and did not have the mood to watch television programme....this was because I got scolded by my parents…the second reason was there was a heavy rain on last Sunday…my favorite television programme and I just missed them…:(

Royal Garfield Adventure

This is a game which I downloaded from digi website…it is an adventure game…. Garfield 2 Royal Adventure is an action adventure game that follows the most important events of the second Garfield movie.Garfield has to overcome several obstacles to finally help defeat the nefarious Lord Dargis, experiencing events from the movie from a unique hands-on perspective. Finally, I reached level 11 and defeated Lord Dargis… Every time when I play the game, I need some time to finish the game… although it is time-consuming, it is fun to play….you all can go and try it… :)

awards ceremony rehearsal & malay interview 2

Yesterday, I went to school for the awards ceremony rehearsal and as well as for my malay interview…my mum and I went to buy some vegetables before going to school…my mum spent a lot of time picking on the vegetables and caused me late for school…when I reached school, awards ceremony rehearsal had not started yet…I felt so relieved…:)...my school wanted us to wear collar shirt, skirt and shoes for the girls while for the guys they need to wear long-sleeve shirt, tie and shoes…it is so troublesome for girls to wear collar shirt…after the awards ceremony, wy quin asked jing ting and Christina to help us to do for our malay interview…very thanks to them for helping us…:)...

after all my classmates went home, I still in school waiting for my mum to come and pick me up…school security guard saw me waiting alone and came to talk to me…about half an hour later, I saw a group of CAT students wanted to go out for lunch…my god-brother’s brother kept on staring at me....at that time I wondered why he kept on staring at me…my mind appeared a lot of question marks…when every time he is in school, met me coincidentally, he will sure keep on looking at me and make me feel very pai seh…:S…you all well be very curious why he keeps on staring at me every time…I also do not know the answer…if you all want to know the answer, go and ask him…some of my college friends will know who is he…

大头芬

大头芬是个电台的节目，是yess933的节目。每逢星期一，三和五在晚上八时三十分会准时播映。我是大头芬的忠实歌迷喔。大头芬实在太好听了.当大头芬第一次在电台播映时，我就深深地爱上这个节目,甚至已达到欲罢不能的情况了。每次当我错过一集的节目，我就会浏览yess933的网页来阅读大头芬的部落格。就像大头芬所说的一样，每当思绪太多时，脑袋会爆的。我非常同意这个说法，所以我也开始写部落格。你们一定会很奇怪我为什么会用华文来书写。我的理由是我想给大家新鲜感嘛。呵呵。

4m2 gathering

4m1 had just had their class gathering on last Saturday… my previous secondary class – 4m2 had also been organized class gathering last time but I did not go for the gathering in sentosa as I had Malay B class on Saturday… it was such a pity for not going with them…miss my secondary school classmates a lot… now I still do not know when there will be the next class gathering…I am waiting forward for the upcoming class gathering…:)

blogs 2

Wah, I just discovered that I could write so many blog entries and postings…it is about 34 blogs entries…including this one…I am seemed to be crazy of writing blogs…one day can just write 15 blogs entries…the highest score…:P…the least one is just one entries…:P…a very scary numbers…I can just write bibliography for myself…:P…hehe…:P… now I just know that I can really go and think of writing so many things in my blogs…:P…

Birthday 3

My secondary friends – michelle, sheng gwean, patricia and one of the guy is michelle’s friend…I did not know him much…they celebrated my birthday together with patricia…because her birthday was on 18 and mine was 17…:)…so celebrated together…we went to jusco…we wanted to watch the earliest movie – pirates of the caribbean – dead man chest… but there was no earliest movie…we thought of watching another movie which was horror movie…after that, we did not want to watch that movie…we chose the latest one…which was at 4.30pm something… patricia and I did not want michelle, gwean and another friend to treat us the movie…

we insisted to pay them money but they refused to accept…patricia and I thanked them for treating us during our birthday…but anyway, I was so pai seh for them to treat us…before the movie started, we went for lunch as they did not have their lunch…we went to eat at the food court…they ordered their lunch…only patricia and I never ordered anything as we had already eaten before…after finishing their lunch, we ate 水果冰 for our dessert…I shared with michelle…this was my first time to share food with michelle…we were so sweet…:P…gwean shared with patricia…after that, we went shopping…after shopping, it was the time for us to go for our movie…they bought food while watching the movie…the movie ended at about 6-7pm liked that…after the movie, my hand phone battery already flatted and had no choice I had to borrow from michelle’s friend…then, we went home separately… we agreed to each other to come out together again…my parents fetched michelle’s friend back to his home…we talked to each other...we talked about academics, schools, friends and so on while waiting for my parents to arrive…my parents fetched him back home…when I reached home, I felt hungry as I did not eat anything for my lunch…

they bought a packet of food from food court and brought home to eat…when I reached home, after having my shower, I was so exhausted and slept early that day… I was so glad that michelle they all still remembered my birthday although we are not in the same school…I treasured the time during celebration of my birthday… now I still miss them and I want to find a time to go out with them again…

Birthday 2

I wanted to celebrate my birthday at home since there is already a long time never celebrate my birthday…my father brought me to a cake shop and I chose a coffee ice-cream cake on saturday…I wanted to choose the pandan ice-cream cake but it only had large one…so I bought the coffee ice-cream cake… that time, I forgot to make a wish after being reminded by my brother…I just cut the cake…:(…this year is a meaningful year…as my birthday fall on 17 and im 17 years old…so lucky…that’s why I requested my father to celebrate birthday for me…:)…that time my brother also came back and celebrated with me…I was so happy at that time…

pacing luck

I told you all that I saw pacing luck in the u weekly magazine from my previous blog…I wish I can go out to Singapore to buy the pacing luck which can bring luck for me…it consists of hand phone accessories, necklaces, cups, bracelets, key chains, Disney series and so on…I hope my free time can come quickly so that I can go to Singapore to buy my pacing luck and go out with my friends too…

christmas 2005

last year 2005 during Christmas, my brother brought me to his friend’s house to celebrate Christmas… before that, my brother had to ask his friend whether I can go to her house or not which was in Kuala Lumpur… my aunty and uncle in kuala Lumpur fetched me to her house… my brother’s friend is a mixed Chinese and Indian… my cousins especially my biao mei keep on asking her parents whether she can or with me or not… her parents do not allow her to follow me as I need to take care of her… I also do not want her to follow as it was so meddlesome to take care of her… when I reached there, my brother had not reached yet and left me alone in her house ….

She has two fierce dogs in her house… I am afraid of dogs… before I went into her house, there were guests before me… there were girls among them…they were afraid of the dogs too… luckily, when I went in, I did not scared by the dogs because my brother’s friend already chased away the dog… let me feel more relieved to enter her house… when I was going to take out my shoes, suddenly the dog came beside me and smelled me… which made me even more afraid… they even entered the house… and some more went beside me… I was so frightened and hid aside… I was so shy when I was alone in her house… she asked her friends to sit beside and let me have a place to sit… which made me felt so shy to sit in between of guys...she introduced to her friends that I was my brother’s sister… i just gave a sweet smile… she held my hands over to the food… I was so hungry at that time but I only took some of the food… I was so shy because there were a lot of people in front of me seeing me taking food… they asked me a few things about my school… they also told me about their things too… they also asked me to guess who was the eldest among the group… I could not guess as they were looked so young… I just simply guessed but the answer was wrong… one of their guy friends came and sat beside me who made me so shy… he was so handsome…:P… luckily one of the dogs came into the house and scared away him… before my brother arrived, I sat on her sofa with my brother’s friend…

after half an hour, my brother and one of his friends came… I went to find my brother… my brother always takes a lot of food when he eats… those friends just talked to me, they talked to my brother too… my brother found a place to sit which was near a piano… then he introduced his friend which came along with him to me… his name was Patrick… after my brother and his friend finished eating their lunch, they took orange… Patrick played with the orange and passed to my brother… then my brother passed to him… I had an idea that they haven’t grown up…:P…after that, one of the guests played piano… many of them went beside him… my brother, Patrick and I sat on the floor… I saw their presents were on the floor and Patrick faster took out the plastic bag so that she could not know where they bought the present… after staying a while at her house, we left her house… Patrick was the one who drove the car… I sat at the back… I saw shoes in his car…:P…I remained silent in his car… my brother asked why I was so silent… at that time I was not feeling well and remained silent… Patrick bought a deer which can stick on the car and he played on it when he drove the car… while waiting for the traffic lights, my brother and he challenged with each other how fast they can type the message…after that my brother won… we went to shopping centre….my brother asked whether I wanted to buy anything as he was going to give me Christmas present… I told him nothing… we found an eating place…

Patrick ordered roti canai…my brother and me just drank ice milo…I was so shy and just remained silent…when Patrick talked to me, I was so shy and did not want to reply him…he can eat a lot…I saw him eating a lot in his friend’s house and now can order roti canai to eat…:D…in the after nearly 3pm something, he drove to my brother’s hostel to pick up their friends...one was chiann ni and another one I forgot her name…they talked to me…after picking them up, we went to arcade to play warcraft dota…when we reached there, we waited for han liang- one of their friends… with patrick’s help, we won the game… we went to eat steamboat at night… I saw one of my brother’s girl’s friends ate a lot of prawns… keep on eating prawns… and chiann ni liked to eat ice-cream and he took a lot of ice-cream… there was a competition – see who ate the most food…

in the end, Patrick took the most food…and he was the first one who left first… they asked him to finish the food first then can go…but in the end he escaped…my brother took the rest of the food and finished them up…after finished eating the steamboat, the rest of us excluding Patrick took han liang’s car back…during the way back to the hostel, a car kept on pointing at his car, I thought nothing and did not care much…later chiann ni saw him…han liang already noticed that why the whole car was so heavy and joked with us that after a dinner we became fat…:P…he stopped at a petrol station…when we got down, we saw that car already broke down… he did not have the jek, spanner and so on in his car…

my brother borrowed the petrol person-in-charge…my brother took the jek and left up the car... the tayar was hard to come out and they requested for the person-in-charge to help them…after nearly 12pm, we had already fixed a new tayar back…we thanked the person by giving him money… after that, han liang drove slowly and went back to my brother’s hostel…I slept together with my brother as there was only a bed…it was a wonderful Christmas as I had not been celebrating Christmas before…this was the first time I celebrated with my brother’s friends…

Birthday 1

This year during my birthday…i did not want to tell my friend because I wanted to see who remember my birthday…I gave them hint but they still did not know…very thanks to shau chong, kristy and patrick tee who remembered my birthday and they were the first one who messaged to me and wished me happy birthday…after that when they saw their email and discovered that it was my birthday but it already over…I celebrated together with wee lian on Wednesday because his birthday fall on Wednesday and mine fall on monday…I said happy birthday to wee lian but he said I was not sincere enough…:(…after that we went to lavender to celebrate his birthday as well as my birthday… ruijing and I ordered a cake bread…I forgot what was it and simply said cake bread…sort of it…she cut the bread and fed me…some more jia jun took our photo on ruijing feeding me…:(…after that we went back to attend our class…it was my wonderful birthday celebrating with my college friends…

my diary

it had been one year never wrote my diary…because of mufy exams and all that made me busy until I had no time to write my diary…I wrote my diary last Sunday…I wrote about all my unhappiness and happiness in my diary…I share all my things with my diary which could not find in my blog…:P…

free time

I do not know when I have the free time to go out with my friends… my time has occupied with car lessons and some more my parents are not free to fetch me…the main problem is always my parents… I have no choice to stay at home… :(

u weekly magazine

i asked my dad to buy u weekly magazine on Friday… there is Yoon Eun-hae,Joo Ji-hoon's poster in the u weekly magazine… haha… I will keep the u weekly magazine forever just because of the two posters…: P… another thing is I can read news in the u weekly magazine… there is a page on the pacing luck which makes me want to buy for it… 一举两得… haha… :P

cousins

my cousins, uncle and aunty are coming on December… it is so fast to reach December… I am looking forward for them to come… they all live in Australia… they come every year to visit us and my grandfather… I remembered last time when they came, I liked to play computer games with them… but now we all already grown up, we talked about schools, friends, academics and so on…

raining

posted in november 21...This few weeks have been raining heavily… It rained the whole day yesterday from afternoon 3pm until night… I do not know what time it ends because I slept already…Yesterday was a cool weather as it keeps on raining non stop… I nearly fall asleep yesterday afternoon…: P... it was not possible for me to go online when it rained heavily… now is going to rain soon...

small pineapples

last time I forgot when already, my father brought back three plants… I was surprise to see that the bottoms of the plants have small pineapple… I have never seen before pineapples grow at the bottoms of plants… my father told me that he had also never seen before and plucked up three plants… those plants are planted by my aunty… whom is my father’s side… the top of the plants look like 虎尾兰.. the top of the plants and small pineapples all have prickles on it… which make me do not dare to touch them… my father put them on two vases… another one he put in the aquarium… my fish had died already and abandoned the aquarium aside… the pineapple which is put in the aquarium had mould on it… I discovered it and asked my father to throw it away… another two pineapples which is put in the vases, there are smells coming out from them… it is pineapple smell… a nice smell… I like to walk pass those vases and smell…

understand people

Do I need to understand all the people I met? I do not think so… those people with good behavior and sincere to be my friend, I will definitely be kind and friendly to them… on the other hand, if people do not treat me as their friend and keep on threatening or bullying me, I will definitely not treat them good and I will even not talk to them a single word… sometimes, people will not willing to tell you some of the things although I keep on asking… after that, I will give up on asking and switched to other conversation… it has no point for me keep on asking… those people who threaten or bully me, I will not regard them as friend and wont even talk to them… there is also no point for me to waste time talking with them… sometimes, I do not require to understand each and every person who I had met…

malay oral test

I have malay oral test which is on this coming Saturday… mr amirul- our malay b teacher requires us to read a passage, identify kata nama/ khas, imbuhan and moral of the passage… the next thing is conversation… he needs us to speak in malay during conversation… after the malay oral test, we need to present our malay interview group by group in front of him… this will be twenty per cent of the assignment… I hope that the entire thing will go on smoothly and nothing will happen on me… all the best and jia you for my malay oral test… Jia you!! Jia you!!

awards ceremony rehearsal

posted in november 21...tomorrow- Wednesday is my awards ceremony rehearsal… if have a choice, I choose not to go for the rehearsal… but it is better for me to go for the rehearsal tomorrow as awards ceremony is fall on this coming Saturday… after the rehearsal, wy quin and I need to do for our malay interview… we are going to ask people in our school… im not sure they are willing to be interview by us or not… I hope that the entire thing will go on smoothly on Wednesday…

prom night 2

i called ms tan – my coordinator yesterday regarding of the prom night… I told her that I was unable to attend the prom night on 15 December… she told me that if I could not attend prom night, I need to write a letter and maybe need to go and see the principal… I got shocked when I heard that… after that, I told her that I needed to ask my parents whether I can no need to go to Australia to visit my grandmother or not… she said it was not too good for not going to visit my grandmother… if really cannot, then need to write a letter and maybe need to see the principal… she told me that I needed to tell her tomorrow- Wednesday… I felt that it was a meddlesome thing… I have no choice and need to go for the prom night and cancel of going to
Australiato visit my grandmother…

messaging 2

posted in november 19...I was quite shocked when one of my secondary school friends and he was also my bus mates messaged me… I wondered why he knew my number… I asked who you were and he replied me as I was eating tell you later… im so curious on finding who is he… then I messaged to my best friend from secondary school until now we still keep in touch with each other and go out together… she told me was the bus mates who messaged me… she told me that he was working as a waiter and same as ryan’s working place… he was so eager me to find him…

I got shocked when he messaged me as long time no see you got miss me or not… scare me through life… because I don’t know him much just as last time we took the same bus and played with each other together… I wonder why he said such mushy words towards me… yesterday, I messaged to him because I was very sad and just did not know find who to tell to… I found him and told him that I was very sad… he comforted me and encouraged me to do better… and try my best to do it… he left his working place at night… yesterday he waited for his bus to come for an hour and asked me to go to the bus-stop to fetch him… i don’t even know how to drive and how to pick him up… he was so worried that his bus had not came yet… after waited for a few minutes, his bus finally came… I told him not to worry about and he was so relieved…

every time I get shock when he messaged to me… he asked me whether I have boyfriend or any guy who likes… I replied him as now my study is important to me and I shall concentrate on my studies and don’t want to deal with this subject first… he said I think too much… I never expect to become his girlfriend…after that, I asked him whether he had any girlfriend…he told me that he has one already… and asked me want to become his girlfriend?... I got shocked… I don’t even want to become his girlfriend… I told him that not to think too much… he was so eager me to find him… I just replied him as last year when I graduated he never came and found me… he just replied me as ok lo and find me if you are free... haha…I told him that maybe im going to kuala Lumpur to study next year for my university and told him that not to miss me … he told me that very sorry I will miss you… haha… other than that, I told him that I must consider whether want to go and find you or not as his words already made me feel so afraid and shock…

lastly, I replied him as your girlfriend will be jealous just because of messaging to me so many times and thanks to him for comforting me… he said no problem and can come and find him when you encounter such problems… he is such a nice friend but one thing is his messages have scared and shock me… now, I will still consider whether I have the free time to go and find him since he was very eager me to find him… and keep on asking me the same questions… although he still In the same secondary school, our friendships will be forever no matter how far or how long we never keep in touch… lastly, friends forever between me and him… :)

blogs

The purpose of me writing blogs are not commenting on others, saying other people, maligning other people or family... it is to share things like happy or unhappiness with others… I don’t wish to become a backstabber of my friends… the most important thing is im not a backstabber or this kind of people… I will edit my blog… to cause any unnecessary trouble to anyone… this includes myself… on the other hand, writing blogs are based on my own opinion… 纯属个人意见… I don’t wish to create any unhappiness when I wrote anything or anybody in my blog… as a human, there are people who like you and there are people who dislike you… that’s depends on their view on judging a person… just like an artist, some fans admire you from the beginning and some fans who dislike and bombards you… this is the same theory of being a human… I don’t care of how people judge on me whether is my behavior, characters, clothing and others… I just be myself and believe in myself (don’t care of others’ words)… that’s very important for me… if I care of others’ words just because of negative views on me, I will be very busy dealing and solving unnecessary things… this is just I could say in my blogs…

teachers

very thanks to every teacher who taught me from primary, secondary until tertiary...there are very nice teachers...especially my tertiary teachers...there are miss abigail, ms soo, ms how and ms kan...they taught me the whole course...

only miss abigail left us after my course merged together...i still very miss her because she is a nice teacher whom makes my English improves a lot...she still cares about me whenever im in the library...she will ask how's my study is...:)...a caring teacher and she won the most serious teacher award in my college...:)...

ms soo...another caring and friendly teacher...she always teaches my accounting until my accounting results improves tremendously...:)...she won the most friendly award...:)...

ms how...my economics teacher...at first, because of an incident make me don’t like her much...i never take it to heart...after that, she guides my economics and makes my results improve a lot...:)...

ms kan...most of the my classmates don’t want to listen to her lesson...she is not strict to us...our class will become very noisy during her lesson...she needed to shout at us and asked us to keep quiet...we never listen to her and keep on talking loudly...even outside can hear our noise...every time i try very hard to listen during her lesson...

ms lucy...a friendly and nice teacher...after merging, she taught us english...chatting with us during class...and make our bonds between teachers and students become stronger and stronger...:)...lastly, very thanks to all the teachers to teach me in my studying life...:)

my cute monkey

you all will wonder why i put this my cute monkey as a title...don’t be misunderstood that my house has a monkey...:P...this cute monkey refers to my soft toys given by trudy-my secondary school friends...im very happy to have such friend...know her from secondary one till four...now still keep in touch with each other...she is a nice friend to be...whenever i have any problems she will sure help me...very often can have this kind of friend...will be friends forever...she will not forget every year of my birthday...and will give me presents...i also give her presents during her birthday too...:)...anybody who gives me present, i will sure treasure it and keep it...those presents are from primary school, secondary school and even college friends...still beside me...i wont throw them away...as there are very precious to me...:)...

this cute monkey is given by trudy from 2005...until now,it is still beside me...already one year...i hug it during my sleep and talk to it whenever im very sad...although it cant talk, i can still share my things with it...:)...even my brother says it's very cute...:P...you all will think im crazy talking to a soft toys...:P...anyway, i like this cute monkey very much...really thanks to trudy for giving me this present...:)...our friendship is important than giving presents to each other...:)...friends forever...:)...:)

goong-princess hours

posted in november 19...hmm...nowadays keep watching princess hours...to me,a nice show...decide to buy the goong vcd to watch...my friend told me that dvd is cheaper than vcd...how should i do?...my house doesnt have any dvd player...actually last time my house has a dvd player but long time never use it...dont know where the dvd player put...:)...so no choice if buying vcd then watch from computers...:)...already asking my friend to take note of the price of the vcd...:)...thanks for one of my secondary school friend....:)...

irritating

posted in november 19...nowadays have an irritating friend disturbing my life...irritating messages,words and etc...never offend the person...i dont want to mention is whether he or she...i just dont like the behavior and the way the person talks to me...is like hooligans like that...who cares??!!...i even dont care about this...i wouldnt scare by this person...i dont care this person would react to me and do anything to me...very irritating...anybody who sees this blog and dont think too much of who i mention...and dont go and guess who is the person is...

sad sad

posted in november 19...today very sad...only my family knows the reason...including my dearest brother...he had comforted me...my parents just kept on scolding and scolding of me...i heard them saying the same words for many many times...i just wanted to have some peace...i knew that they were very worry of me...now,my mood still affects...apparently,the whole day seems to be not very unlucky to me...i cried secretly at my room for three to four times...just because i just couldnt believe this thing happened on me...now,i still very sad...:(...i know that i have created a lot of trouble for my parents...they said a lot of hurting words towards me...this sad thing happened on this day will make me remember it forever...other than that,im still waiting for yiki to accept my appology towards him...i hope our friendship will become forever...just very sorry to me of those words...

tired

posted in november 18...now very tiring as just coming back from the driving registration centre...i went there to go and practiced for my undang test which is tomorrow...after having my malay b lesson,my mum wanted to go to jusco and just for figuring out how to go from my college to jusco...we turn a big round and finally reached home at 12.40 something...turn until i want to vomit and my head is dizzy...after reached home,eating my lunch (i never eat finish my lunch and just eating up all the vegetables as i had already told you all that i felt like vomitting),i went for the driving registration centre...when i entered the centre,i saw the person-in-charge and her son...she played with her son by cutting up the shape of a plant and asked him to stick it to the plant...after that,a male person-in-charge came in and switched on the computer for me to practice for my undang test...the female in-charge then moved away her son's things and let me to practice...what about my mum...she talked to the female in-charge about her son's school...after that,her son's friends came in and it was very noisy in the centre and made me could not concentrate on the test...

i did not dare to click on the finish sign,as i scare that i did not pass my test...after that,i pluck on my courage to click the sign...i got seventy six per cent for my first round...which was failed...made me felt so sad as practicing so hard...:(...i felt like going to cry in the centre...:(..but i did not do that just will embarrass myself...the female in-charge let me do the second time...one of her son's friend came in and disturbed me totally by counting the time for me...which made me felt very nervous while she was counting...:(...i got eighty per cent for my second time...which was also failed...my parents were so angry and kept on scolding why i was not studying for my undang...and that's no time for me to practice again...my mum told me that her sixth sense that i was going to fail for my undang test practicing...wah...her sixth sense was very accurate...now she is predicting that im going to fail during my undang actual test tomorrow...now im going to study for my undang test and hope that my mum's sixth sense wont become true...:)...from now onwards i must go and pray for the god sincerely to get pass for my undang test...:)...

i believe that i have studied then there will be no problem for me...now im going to study for bahagian b and bahagian c which are a bit difficult for me to answer...when i answered bahagian b and c,i need to think for a long time then click on the answer...and not like i did the bahagian a just no need to think and just quickly click on the answer...:)...tata!!...going to study hard for my undang test and im going to sleep early today as tomorrow 7.30 something the van will come and pick me up...my parents dont know how to go to the driving centre and request for the van to come and pick me up...i dont think im going to wait for the van to fetch me back...if i take the van back,it will be 12.30pm...it is so late...i think my parents will come and pick me up after i have finished my undang test tomorrow...the first one who do finish can go out...that's means first come first serve basis...:)...i hope that there will be nothing wrong for my undang test tomorrow...and im going to restudy for my 500 questions which will make me more confident for tomorrow...:)...tata!!...all the best for my undang test and lastly i hope nothing wrong for my undang test tomorrow and i must pass for my undang test just for one time...:)...jia you!!..

prom night

my school is organizing a prom night on dec 15...at first,it was not compulsory for everyone but now change to compulsory for everyone...as a point of view,i don't wish to go for the prom night...the entrance fee is 65 dollars and guests are for 95 dollars...i discover that studying in private college always want to earn money from our parents like paying expensive school fees and organizing any events...it is at a five star hotel...i never say that the fees are expensive but the thing is i need to buy a decent dress or a gown,do my hair and all sorts of things to make me look pretty in the prom night...although my college's idea is an advantage for everyone,gathering each other together...when buying all those dress or gown,hair,high-heel shoes,make-up and etc will be at least 200 dollars and above...to me,i just feel that i need to spend those money on those unnessary things...so now im considering whether i will go for the prom night or not...and the most important thing is to seek consultation from my parents because they are the one who fetch me to the five-star hotel...most probably,i will not go for the prom night after much consideration...:)

不爽

posted in november 18...after i received news from wy quin that prom night had became compulsory,i just messaged to mei xian to inform her that prom night is compulsory for everyone to go...i got shocked when she replied me...do you know how she reply me?...i thought she wont be replying me...when she replied me,she wrote so what...i had already told you that i could not go for the prom night as i had something on that day...and she said dont message me just because of small matter...she told me that she slept 5am in the morning and replied me as she was sleeping...how could she do that...i just kindly inform her that prom night has changed to compulsory for everyone to attend...i never expect her answer as like that...i felt like my kindness had just been trampled...:(...next time i won't message her to inform her anything about school...

Unhappy

posted in november 18...today during malay b lesson,teacher asked me whether i know chia li or not...i said i did not know her much just only her name...after that,he asked me to ask chia li any questions about her...i was the first one to ask her...and due to my nervous,all those questions that i was prepared had forgotten...oh my god,it got counted in as 5 points...teacher said i must improved my malay as he could see through my conversation between chia li and i...actually,my malay is fine with me but because of my nervousness had caused me have a bad impression on teacher that my malay is not good...:(...haiz...so sad...

MUFY Jan Intake 2006

let's talk about the jan intake friends...those friends i only talk to are mei xian,k wee,zhi xian,wan zhen,yiki,hui zhi,jing ting,boon long,jia wei,jeane,rachel,jason...i think that's all...

mei xian...the most clever in mufy...score very high marks in her studies...always score 80 something and above...and get distinction for most of her subjects...she is a nice and friendly person...she likes to "bully" in terms of arguing back to boon long...hehe...i still remember after my economics exam...mei xian told us that we went for lunch...i mentioned we because there were mei xian,boon long (the driver),wee lian and me...we went to a stall quite near of boon long's house and my house too...:)...boon long needed to fetch them back as their houses are at far location...i wonder why boon long wanted to take the trouble to come to the stall just to have lunch...mei xian and wee lian have 米粉果...boon long has kway tiao for his lunch...i just ordered for an ice milo...i never eat anything just because of i had been sick for a few days after my accounting exam which was on 30 november...now hasnt recovered yet...still got cough...i still remember when my mum brought me to the clinic before my economics exam,the doctor told my mum that i had no fever just because of i got too much stress for my exams...of course whenever during my exams,i will definitely get stress up just because i want to get outstanding results...that was the first time when boon long,wee lian,mei xian and i got the chance to eat lunch together...mei xian's house is very big...i could just say her compound can compare to the royal houses...i wish i have the chance to go to her house...

k wee,zhi xian and wan zhen...get to know them better as we went out to eat together...k wee and zhi xian are very nice person too...but i seldom talk to them...cause i dont know what to talk to them too...wan zhen...i always quite like to talk to her just because zhi xian,k wee and mei xian always talk to each other and leave wan zhen alone...so i went to talk to her...:)...like me also...ruijing,wy quin and hui yee always talk to each other and leave me alone too...so ke lian...wan zhen is a nice person too...:)

yiki,hui zhi and jing ting...yiki...i know him from primary school until now...i seldom talk to hui zhi and jing ting...just a few chat only...i still remember that time hui zhi borrowed my accounting homework...i think that's all ba...

boon long...get to know him better...when he added me in his friendster so i added him in my msn...i chat with him and becomes friends just because of adding him to my msn account...he is a person who likes to play computer games...especially dota...:)...the march intake friends always like to tease boon long with hui yee...although he was very unhappy of getting tease by us,as friend,i advise him not to care about this cause one day after my moral lesson, i heard him telling mei xian about the teasing thing...:)...whenever i have no transport to go to school,i will ask him to come to my house to fetch me especially during exams period...he needed to fetch me and mei xian because both of us dont know how to drive...:)...very thanks to him for fetching me to school...:)

jia wei...i just get to talk to him the last day...that was after my moral studies exam...just because of trouble him to fetch me back to school and get the chance to talk to him...we chat in the car...:)...i got shocked when he was driving...he can drive without looking in front and just looked at me...i was so worried and scared at that time...i wished i could reach school earlier...i was so pai seh to ask him to fetch me back to school and i thanked him a lot...:)...he did not even know what was my name...and make me feel like want to laugh when he asked what was my name...

jeane and rachel...they always with each other whenever they go...i know them better...
rachel...know her during economics lesson...the first time when we merged together with the january intake students,i saw her sat alone and asked her to join ruijing,wy quin and me...she just sat beside me...she is very good in her economics...i dont know her other subjects...i always like to sit beside her and i think she likes to sit beside me too...:P...we chat a lot during economics lesson...

jeane...know her just because of aaron (her neighbour)...i still remember that time during english lesson,aaron asked me i knew jeane...then we just talked a lot about why i came to this college to study...from my view of point,jeane is a helpful and friendly person...when aaron gave my email address to jeane,we just chatted to each other...i dont know why the first time she liked to talk about me and aaron...i think just because of we were from the same secondary school...:)...after that i teased aaron with jeane too...haha...because jeane always like to tell him about the college...:P....aaron got to know better about my college...got to know her better when wy quin organized bbq in her house...i talked to her and i discovered that she also studied in singapore school before...she told me that patrick liked to stalk at her...:P...after that,we are in the same malay class..:)..

alvin tan...when the first time i knew that he was from my secondary school,i got shocked...he was elder than me...he was 19 years old...he studied abroad before...i still remember when i told wy quin and ruijing that i was going to ask alvin whether he came from the same secondary school or not...they thought i did not dare to ask him and said wanted to treat me lunch but in the end got nothing...anyway,i never put it in my heart...i was so shy to ask him and very weird to me...after i asked him,they also knew that i asked him...i just told them that i had asked him already but they kept on saying that they never listen properly...i know the end results...and just purposely asked them that they were going to treat me lunch...:P...

jason...never talk to each other and just chat when online...he is a nice person...cause im not familiar with him and just put a nice to describe him...:)...when last week i got to know that mr admirul (my malay b teacher) was on emergency leave,i saw him came to school purposely...i think alvin called jason to come to school...i sat on the bench waiting for my mum to come and picked me up...he waved to me...and i just put a sweet smile and waved to him too...:) i think that's all about jan intake friends...spend too much time on blogging and now i should go and study for my undang test...:)...tata!!...blog next time...

messaging

as you all will wonder why i put this messaging as a title...i had told you all that im going to message to ryan (previous mufy march intake friend)...yesterday i messaged him...when he replied my message,i was very shocked that he couldnt remember my number and asked me who am i...haha...i did not blame him and just replied him that you forgot me...hehe...:)...actually just joking with him....cause his phone got lost and all his number missing....:)...my friends in march intake are very close together...i still remember boon long (jan intake friend) told me that march intake friends are so close to each other and not like jan intake...hehe...cause we only have 9 people...so must take care of each other...:P...

movies

yo...come here and write my blog again...feel like nothing to do and then come and write my blog...or else it will be quite empty....:P....hmm...nowadays have a lot of good movies waiting for me to watch them...but i cant find a suitable time to go and watch those movies...still waiting for my friends to confirm when they are free to go out with me...haiz...i still trap at home to learn my undang test which is tested on this coming sunday...have a lot of pressure on it...of course,most of them come from my parents...haiz...today im going to the registration centre to practice my undang test...im thinking how im going to do for the undang test and how many per cent will i get for the test...i hope is 42 something and above...or else will definitely get scolding by my parents...other than that,saturday also need to go and practice for the undang test again...i know my parents want me to pass my undang test in one time...hehe...or else it will waste my parents' money by taking the retest...touch wood...hope it wont happen on me...:)...i must pray to the god to get good results for my undang test...my friends said undang test was easy and they scored very high marks for it...but my parents especially my dad said it was difficult compared to his time...of course is difficult...they let us to do 500 questions and only 50 questions come out...i must get 42 and above or else will make my parents disappointed on me...:)...now dont talk about my undang test and let's talk about the movies i would like to watch...

actually i have a lot of movies i would like to watch...those movies are death note,casino royale,满城禁代黄金甲,天行者,happy feet,the covenant and etc...i have been long time never watch movies already...still miss the time when all the march intake students went to the cinema to watch tokyo drift...hehe...hope i can be with them to watch movies again...:)...i still waiting for my friends' reply...:)...tata...write blog next time...

MUFY March 2006

hmm...going to graduate soon....very miss the time we spend seven months in this college...im very cherish those days....i still remember the first time when i register in this college for my foundation year....i was so excited as i could make new friends...when i was registered for my foundation year,i saw kristy....my senior in my secondary school....i was so shocked and asked what course she enrolled in...when i heard that she went to enrol in ausmate, i was so disappointed....as she was the only one i knew when i got into college....after enrolling,i still need to wait for the orientation...i saw sze jia from LCCI was sitting alone and said hello to her...i did not know sze jia before....after chatting with each other,we become friends...:)....she is a nice and friendly person....during the orientation i met ruijing,wy quin and hui yee....we knew each other during the orientation game....:)...i still remember all of us push hui yee to the front...hmm...when school reopened,i took hui yee's car to the college as i did not know how to drive as my 17th birthday still hasnt reached yet...very thanks to hui yee for fetching me to school everyday....:)...

at that time my march intake has 10 people....girls only have 4 people...so few...so we sit with each other...and boys sit with boys....cause we do not know each other....i still remember all march intake girls dont know how to start the conversation with the boys....hmm...the first one to start the conversation was ryan asking ruijing to fetch him back....other than that, we were very quite during our lessons...cause not familiar with each other....i miss the time when girls talk to boys across the classroom at room 204...if i not remember wrongly the room number...:)...after the business thing,we mixed,became familiar and talked to each other....still miss the time when ryan was with us...because of his family problem,he had no choice to quit school and starts to work....the time when ryan came back to college to hand over his student card,he could not bear to leave us....and that time we were very sad too...he cried after he left us....after he left us,we did went to his working place at starbucks to chat with him....i wonder how he is now....long time never message to him...:S....cause busy with my school work and my stuff too....

hmm...let me talk about my friends in march intake...

Hui yee...da jie among our girls....hmm...get to know her better as i always take her car to college...i still remember that time when i still worry for my transportation,i did asked for my god-brother shau chong to fetch me but his time did not matched my time...so could not....hmm...then my mum went to hui yee's house to ask her whether can fetch me to college everyday or not...this includes the payment...:)...she is a very nice person...actually im not a quiet person...i can talk freely to those friends i familiar with like michelle,trudy,pei chieh,aaron...those from my secondary school friends..this year just familiar with aaron...hehe...:)...because of his neighbour studying in my college...

ruijing...second sister among the girls....when i first knew her,the first thing came into my mind was she was a cheerful person and likes to talk a lot.....she did not want to keep those unhappy things in her heart and everytime share her things with us...she is very caring towards me as im the youngest among the girls...hehe...:P....i remember the time wy quin and her comforting me when i cried...was an embarrass thing to cry in front of people...i swear i wont cry in front of people....i hope that she wont talk so much vulgar words in forn of people because it gives a bad impression for other people....:)

wy quin...the most clever among the girls...she is good in accounting and english...i always ask her to teach me accounting....:)...and i still remember the time when ms soo-my accounting teacher asked her to teach me accounting...to me,it was an embarrass thing for me as teacher asked wy quin to teach me...:)...anyway,very thanks to wy quin to teach me accounting and ms soo too...everytime when im down,i will choose to tell wy quin...she can let me feel comfortable and help me to solve my problems too...:)...

now let me talk about the boys...wee lian,yau chuan,jia jun and ryan (left us),ming zhou and lastly dzariff...

wee lian...the most clever in the class....he is good in all the subjects....so envy...haha...i must blame myself not word hard and smart enough....i still remember that time when wy quin was having bbq at her house....my mum did not want to fetch me to wy quin's house as she did not know how to go to her house...i asked boon long for help but in the end my mum came to college to fetch me home...it was a troublesome thing for them....boon long did not go home and went to play computer games...after that, i asked him to come to a place to come and fetch me but my mum still refuse to fetch me to that place so in the end got scolded by jia jun....:(...then need to trouble wee lian's father to come to my house to fetch me...anyway,it was very far from his house to my house...when i heard that he was going to come and fetch me,i was so afraid....as i never see him drive to college and he stayed in hostel...when his dad came to my house then i relieved that he was not the one who drive....:)...it was very quite in his car...and let me feel uncomfortable...he did talked to me just a few words and remained silent...very thanks to wee lian's dad to fetch me that time...i agree to treat him just because of trouble his dad to come to my house purposely (fetching me to petrol station)..i must find a suitable time to treat him...after that bbq,i took boon long's car back and he kept teasing me and boon long by messaging to me...so sianz...actually nothing happened in the car and he just teased me to enjoy the time together with him...so sianz...

yau chuan....to me,he is a very quiet and shy person....my friends from march intake like to tease me and him...so sianz...just because of me dont like to talk...and somemore a bit shy in front of people....from now onwards still tease at me...hehe...but really sianz...he is very helpful when the time i asked him the maths past year questions...:)...dont mistaken i like him....last time when i saw jia jun and wy quin's blog,jia jun talked about me and him...and somemore wrote "kai hua jie guo" with him lor....very sianz...

jia jun...he likes to talk a lot in the class...especially during economics lesson...hehe...:)...anyway,he is also a nice person....he always takes us to eat chicken rice every monday...i still miss the time when we can gather together to eat chicken rice...just because of chicken rice make us become more and more familiar and the bond between the march intake friends become stronger and stronger...always organize dinner,bbq to gather together...
ryan...left us after our mid-course examination....just as i mentioned earlier....as you all can go and see....must find time to message him....

ming zhou..he is a singaporean who comes to malaysia to study....he gives me a bad impression when he talks to people....i dont like the way he talks to people...just behaving very proud....always like to ask my marks and compare with him....a typical singaporean...kia su....he is another one who always tease me and yau chuan...

dzariff...the only malay among my class....im very pity of him when we all speak in chinese and he doesnt really understand what we are talking about....but after hearing and learning some of the chinese speaking...now he can speak a few chinese words...must give him applause...^ ^....when the time wy quin spoke to him in chinese,he answered back in chinese too...make me feel surprised....

ok...next time then talk about january intake friends...:)

exhausted

posted in friendster in november 15...acutally i don't like to blog on the web...to me,i feel that blogging is a waste of my precious time and i don't like to reveal much on the web....if i feel like want to blog then come and blog....:)...hmm...what should i write here...let me think...:P....hmm...finished my foundation year course and now waiting for my results to release on december 8...when december comes,i definitely will not sleep well and keep thinking of my results...and during that time i will sure have insomia and headache...hmm...very worry of my results....dont know how my results are....afraid of my economics subject as i dont feel confident after i had done the paper....i have to pray to the god to get good results for my economics subject...the most worry subject...the second worry subject is mathematics...im afraid of careless mistake....hope it will not be any careless mistake...i hope that all my subjects will be everything fine and i must go and pray for outstanding results...hmm...my english becomes poorer and poorer....lazy to go and read magazines and storybooks....so i need to face the music and consequences....after my undang test,i need to work hard for my english by reading my storybooks,magazines and newspapers....

these few days i study for my undang test...very irritating to here my parents nagging....i had told them i had already practice and studied for my undang test...they never believe me..they nag at me everyday after my undang lesson...im so annoyed to listen to all those nagging....sianz...somemore i lazy to argue with them....whenever not up to their standard,they will sure scold for day and night even weeks....hmm...my undang test is on sunday....very worry for the test....if not getting 40 something and above,my parents will not let me to retake the test and will not allow me to learn anymore....:(....give a lot of pressure...
now having my holidays and as well as waiting for my results to release...anyway,i like holidays but dont like to trap at home...when i stay at home,i will definitely do nothing and just playing my computer and cellphonegames,onlining and watching television...im waiting one of my secondary school friend to finish her extra classes,cca.....hope the day can come faster...and she hasnt replied me when she is free...now she waiting for her reply...im very dislike those people that never reply to me....but anyway i dont want to care those things....i had just downloaded garfield game for my cellphone...whenever i get level 10,the application sure will fail....:(...and restart from level 2....it is very hard to get level 10...everytime need to restart from level 2 and make me quite annoyed of it....

hehe...going to study for my undang test....blog next time....:)

sad

posted in friendster...october 17...Today,my puporse of blogging is to make things clear...is already kept in my heart for about 2 days....just being so uncomfortable for it....message to my god-brother and as well as my secondary school friend...my secondary school friend comforted me and asked me dont let this thing affects my external exam that is coming soon after 1 week....i absolutely agree to him....at first i did not want to tell my god-brother about this incident....i told him all the unhappiness that happened on me....and he told me that it was normal but i just couldnt accepted it...but after that,thinking of it over and over again,it was a small matter and it should let my god-brother's brother knew it....cause i told him that im going to hate someone forever.i never expect that he was the culprit...i already guessed it was him to tell out things to my friend.....and it spread through the class....made me feel that so uncomfortable....it was just a gift to thank me and it was instructed by my family....i had no choice but already told my parents not to ask me to give him....but unfortunately my friends all blamed on me that i never bought gifts for them...no matter how i explained to them they just never listened it although i knew that they all were just joking to me....but it was not a matter of just joking to me or not...and is a matter of how i handle my relationship between my friends and it is very crucial in life....i think i could be blamed was just i was being so unlucky....haiz...haiz....
now,when i see him is very paiseh cause that incident already happened and he had already knew that....i heard that he told his friend that i gave a gift for him....and i knew that his friends all looked at me....what should i do just accepted it.....my friends all said that he was not bad and did not have girl-friend....haiz.....in this stage i no need to find a boyfriend for myself and it should mainly on studies.....i dont like him.....it was very weird that we both dont talk to each other in my neighbour's car....cause i dont know what should i suppose to begin my conversation.....acutally i dont like to be teased by my friend....i do not cared what people judge on me....more or less there will be negative views on me....but this things are unimportant to me and i should focus on my studies and dont like this things get near me.....so why the reason i keep quiet in school....actually im not a person that is very quiet....i like to share to my secondary school friends about how i have been in my college now....when i feel that i need to tell things to my friend i will tell but mostly i wont tell secret to my friends...im afraid it will spread around....i like my 3 brothers....2 are god-brothers.....they are really very very concerning me.....thanks a lot to them....whenever i am down and not happy i will sure be the first one to tell my 2 god-brothers....they will definitely comfort me and give me some ideas on what should be done and what should not....i hope that i can talk to him next time and wouldnt be a barrier in between....i think that's all for today...tata!!

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hmm...i just started for a new posting at e-blogger...please support my blog...:)....should i introduce myself?...my name is natalie...im just a simple girl...:)...friendly,kind...and please describe how's my character is...:)...thanks a lot!!