sad sad

posted in november 19...today very sad...only my family knows the reason...including my dearest brother...he had comforted me...my parents just kept on scolding and scolding of me...i heard them saying the same words for many many times...i just wanted to have some peace...i knew that they were very worry of me...now,my mood still affects...apparently,the whole day seems to be not very unlucky to me...i cried secretly at my room for three to four times...just because i just couldnt believe this thing happened on me...now,i still very sad...:(...i know that i have created a lot of trouble for my parents...they said a lot of hurting words towards me...this sad thing happened on this day will make me remember it forever...other than that,im still waiting for yiki to accept my appology towards him...i hope our friendship will become forever...just very sorry to me of those words...